my brother's been hitched!

i wasn't able to sleep early last night. oh, i mean i slept early in a way. i got home at around 4 in the am. i was with celine the whole night sharing funny stories and catching up on each others' lives. we always see each other, in fact, there was never a time that we didn't communicate with each other yet we feel that there's so much more to say.
enough with the side story, so i was still sleepy when my bro woke me up and asked me if i could rush him to the hospital. his face was swelling because he took flanax to get rid of his aching foot. the aching was gone but his face swelled up. he didn't realize that flanax contained aspirin which caused the allergic reaction.
so stupid as i always was, i took a bath first and attended to my other necessities. i even remember saying, "magpictorial ka na muna jan! parang noodles lang ako, 5 mins tapos nako maligo..." good thing he was obedient as a puppy because if not, i cannot fully document this incident.. :D after taking a bath, i rushed him off to the hospital and had him treated. the nurses were very accomodating. after a few minutes and a couple of injections, we were sent home. :D





ps:pics were taken by him during his "pictorial"... LOL :D

i thought...

i was kinda hoping that 2009 would be a romantic year for me, pero hindi pala. ako mismo ayaw ko na muna, if ever man. i don't think and feel that i could squeeze in pa sa busy sked ko ang pakikipagrelasyon. btw, i'm going back to school. for real na this time. there's no turning back. :)) kung saka-sakali makokontento na muna ako sa pabrowse browse muna ng mga guys. lol. may time din para sa lahat. :D:D
meanwhile, aayusin ko na muna ang buhay ko. i'll be a better person while waiting for the right guy...awww! *wink*

these past few weeks, i have been soul searching. thinking my life through. weighing things and assessing what i must keep and throw. i now understand that in life, we cannot hold on forever. at some point, things get out of hand, friendships fail and relationships DO break up.
we cannot fully depend and entrust our lives to other people. even if we had a covenant, a bond or even marriage. believing in each others' forever is crap. i am not being pessimistic here, but this is life and it sucks the hell out of us.
now i've figured out what to do with my life. keep those who are worth keeping for and throw away the extra baggages that only burdens us. from now on, i'll just do my task and enjoy my life to the fullest. i won't ever let anybody steal my happiness away. i will never allow anyone to take what i have worked hard for. this is my life and nobody has a right to destroy it.


~every man for himself~

I walked across, an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth, beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when, you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.

I came across, a fallen elm tree,
I felt the branches; are they looking at me?
Is this the place, we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when, you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know.

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So, tell me when you gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, so why don't we go.

Hmmm yeahh.

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know.

first you act nice then one second you act bitchy. i really don't know what to believe. i am nice to you. i respect you fully but then you do stuff that really tick me off. what are you? a masochist? a bipolar disorder patient? i think you should see a professional. it's as if you like seeing other person hurt. i bet you feel some kind of self gratification when you purposely make someone feel in pain. a mean, spineless, frigid human being i must say. insecurity clouds your judgment honey. i feel you that you must assess yourself and see if you yourself can stand your wicked habits. i am not hating. resenting you would only make me be more like you. i guess, i will just pray for our dear Lord to bless you and make you see that what you're doing makes you lose the true friends that you have.



PS:please don't ask me who cuz there's no way i'm saying....

we spent holy thursday hiking. we headed for clark's gate 14 and hiked our way to the man-made falls/batis/ilog. i don't really know what to call it. parang ilog na mabato-bato na ewan haha...:))

i was the weakest link i must admit. maghapon ba naman ako sa opisina di tulad ng mga kasabayan ko, hindi sanay naka sasakyan.haha joke! mga 3 hours papunta-pabalik ang lakad. sobrang napasubo ang pagka babae ko dun.. hahah nakakapagod.. wooooo! pero worth it naman kasi ang ganda. nakaka amaze na meron palang ganyan na lugar dito kung san san pa tayo naghahanap. mura pa, we only payed p65 each. lauren and i considered ourselves one of the boys na nga during this trip kasi bawal ang arte arte. hindi na nga ako naligo nung papunta. samu't saring amoy nako. haha nagtoothbrush naman ako :p we decided to go home ng mga 2:00 kasi baka madatnan kami ng gabi sa gubat mejo delicates kasi may mga NPA daw dun.. haha

babalik ako dun, that's what i promised myself. paghahandaan ko ang aking pagbabalik... hehe

feeling cast kami ng Lost. talagang pinameelings ko naghilamos pako sa batis hehehee :)) masaya, nagenjoy ako. yung mga naunang kumokontra sa pag alis namin, inggit na inggit.. hahaha

may mga small fishes dun sa pinagliguan namin, mafifeel mo na kinakagat kagat ka nila. di ko inexpect na ganun pala. all the while, i thought merong cottages and tables. hehe cowboy ka talaga dapat if you want to go there. walang kutchara puro kamayan ang trip. nga pala, may mataas na bato dun sa paliguan, mga 18 feet ang taas tapos 12 feet naman ang tubig. tumalon ako. wala lang trip ko lang. hehehe. actually, tumalon din si lauren and rj. pero ako 2x ako tumalon. gusto ko pa kaso sabi nila baka malasin ako or chorva kasi holy week daw. kaya pinagbigyan ko na sila. hanggang 2x lang ako. hehe

nagyayaya nga si lauren today. hay nako, di pa nga ako nakakarecover sa sakit ng katwan tapos gusto nanaman nya. waaaaa! hehe later :))

hay nako.. im so so so busy. start nato ng pagiging curacha ko.. hahaha i miss blogging! huhuuhu asa field ako most days of the week eh. i miss my computer din pala. huhuhuhu i miss my opis layp! huhu joke lang! :))) nagsasabit na kasi ng tarp eh.. balik nako sa pagiging lalake! haha walang liguan, walang toothbrushan at walang TULUGAN!! haha :)) :P i'll keep u guys posted basta makaupo ako sa harap ng comp.. lols..

i have influenced and persuaded the people around me to change their favorite colors. haha.

i explored their(celine and kakay's) bags and pockets (including mine) and found a handful of purple stuff.

things in the pic:

1. large tooth comb

2. 2pcs ball point pen

3. 100 peso bill

4. a pair of egg shaker (used as a percussion instrument in acoustic gigs)

5. my cellphone

6. lighter

7. an ODM watch

8. a pack of tissue

9. small tooth comb

|-|-PURPLE-|-|

Like: This hue has an aura of mystery and intrigue. The purple person is enigmatic and highly creative, with a quick perception of spiritual ideas. Purple is often preferred by artists. People who like to consider themselves different from the common herd or unconventional often prefer purple.

You are often generous and, at times, charming. Purple is also associated with wit, keen observation, super sensitivity, vanity and moodiness. Because purple is a combination of red and blue, which are opposites in many ways, you often have conflicting traits. You are constantly trying to balance those opposites--the excitement of red with the tranquillity of blue.

It has been said that purple people are easy to live with but hard to know. You can be secretive, so that even when you seem to confide freely, your closest friends never completely understand you.

Dislike: If you dislike purple, you probably have no desire to be artistic or creative. You feel that purple represents snobbery, falseness, exaggeration and vanity. You pride yourself on your sincerity and genius, and sometimes misjudge others because you do not like them or approve of them. You find it difficult to increase your own self-confidence, and you must learn you cannot build it by condemning others.

source http://www.geocities.com/buddychai/Misc/ColorProfiles.html

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this was taken minutes ago. i lured a beggar-musician to

have her vid taken. bwahahahahahaha :)) enjoy!

GROOVY, BABY!!!

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