last night, janlei-my closest cousin since last month and i went to a newly opened thai massage spa. it was one helluva massage i must say. grabe para akong damit na piniga-piga nung masseuse. btw, her name is Sandra ata. ayun, ang sarap/saya ng feeling. i'm thinking of going back maybe next week. nga pala, mura pa sila.. i think they have a promo dahil newly opened pa lang nga. 195/whole body na. o davah, great!!

enough of the pleasurable talk, hahar while on the way home, may nakita kaming 3 guys sa harap ng house namin. mga gagong un, nag-vandal ba naman sa harap ng bahay namin. so dali-dali kaming tumakbo sa likod to tell my uncle na kagawad sa amin.. dali-dali naming hinanap ung mga stupid guys tapos ayun nabaranggay sila. kakatuwa, just this lunch my sister texted me na may namimintura daw sa tapat ng bahay namin with their moms. haha bohbo moves kasi. gagawa ng kalokohan papahuli pa!! :D:D

ikaw ang TL ko. ikaw lang. sorry at nasilaw ako sa ibang bagay. please give me a chance blogger. ayoko na kay tumblr. hindi nya ako sineseryoso. haha LMAO!

i'm gonna be blogging ulit dito--sa blogger. i love na personalan ang relasyon namin. hehe

later guys.

--me

i'm moving my blog...
here's the link http://redjsabog.tumblr.com
i think that tumblr is better than blogger.haha
see for yourselves! gotta go. byie.

i've been attending church now. i am proud to say that it has positively affected my way of thinking. hndi na ako nagtatanim ng sama ng loob. if may bad feeling ako, agad ko na itong kinakalimutan. hndi ko na kinikimkim kasi ako lang ang affected. hndi narin ako nagbibisyo (kahit ano pa un) :D i feel blessed kasi i've never felt this "lightness" in ages. parang nabubuhay lang ako sa kalungkutan ko noon.

i am also learning to appreciate what i have now. i don't ask for more than what is given. mahirap pero i am learning to be grateful sa kung anung natatamasa ko now. life is changing, what we have now may be gone tomorrow kaya i am seizing the moment. :) hindi nadin ako pessimistic, i try to see the positive in things. dati puro reklamo lang ako. well, there will come a time na magsasawa din tayo sa sarili natin that will lead us to change.

basta i'm happier now. :) sana kayo din, mahanap nyo yung happiness nyo :)) God bless y'all :D

Hey you, I just wanted to say
How perfect you are in every way
Saying I love you at this moment would be way out of line
'Cause you're not mine

Hey you, I just wanted to say
How beautiful you are everyday
Saying I want you every moment right now is just not the time
'Cause you're not mine

Now don't get me wrong
This isn't a 'please be mine now' song
If he makes you happy, I'd even help you keep him strong
I could wish he was over, over and over, but that wouldn't be nice
So instead I'll just pray if ever he goes, my love for you never dies

How I would love to wrap my arms around you now
One kiss and one smile
I wish you were mine
I'm wondering why you're not mine


from nyoy's latest album heartsrings.
i can feel it, tagos sa buto at laman ang meaning. im so emo. hahaa :)

i've been having these weird dreams for two days straight now. bizarre but it sure feels good though. ang saya, ang sarap, nakakatuwang isipin... :D:D




photo: http://margotmystic.files.wordpress.com/2008/07/woman-dreaming.jpg

saw this on my way to school. kakatuwa. it made me smile kahit na busit nako dahil sa magulong class sked. haaays. kulang talaga ng sistema ang mga schools. how can they expect students to be organized and systematized kung sila mismo magulo na parang bulbol. =))

one year na pala ung blog ko. so much has happened. i've been up, down, up and down again. ganyan talaga... to my fellow bloggers salamat for reading and commenting on my posts. appreciated po lahat ng effoerts nyo. salamuch and mabuhey :D

kahit saan ako tumingin, may bahid ng kalansahan. :|