today is the official day of my "down syndrome. i'm feeling all down and emo at the moment. i don't know exactly what bothers my inner being. this is SO not me. i used to be all smiles about everything and anything in the world but not today. maybe my happiness expired? haha lol is there such a thing? i just hope this grey feeling soon fades away. so, i'm waiting for tomorrow and hope that this all goes away.

*i'm starting to think that rainy days give me this loser feeling. wag naman sana. i love everything about rainy days.

my brother, cousin and i splurged on a thai massage last night. it was so fun because the curtains were open and we just laughed, giggled and teased the whole hour. kahit na masakit daw ang massage, i guess they enjoyed too. ako lang ang may gusto ng nasasaktan eh. (masokista na ata ako *LOL)

oh, i also bought a new phone. it looks like a calculator. haha for reals. :D it has the basic call and text features only. but still, its very handy and cute too. :D:D

same color un akin. cute talaga, WINNER!

had fun during the tigtigan. nga lang, nabadtrip ako sa comment ng former classmate. dko tuloy alam who to believe and who to trust. FTW, ni pisong duling wala akong binayaran nung Sat night. puro diskarteng marino ang ginawa namin. LOL :D

talked to Aj yesterday. i missed the times na magkasama kami. back to reality, imposible na maulit un lalo na at madalas and war nila ng jowa nya. haha :D care bears ko. LOL...

*am feeling happy and sad now. parang feeling PMS-ing lang. haha XD

yehey!! wala lang! hahaha :D:D

parang ang hirap kalkalin ng blog ko and ung new layout nya. :[

last night, janlei-my closest cousin since last month and i went to a newly opened thai massage spa. it was one helluva massage i must say. grabe para akong damit na piniga-piga nung masseuse. btw, her name is Sandra ata. ayun, ang sarap/saya ng feeling. i'm thinking of going back maybe next week. nga pala, mura pa sila.. i think they have a promo dahil newly opened pa lang nga. 195/whole body na. o davah, great!!

enough of the pleasurable talk, hahar while on the way home, may nakita kaming 3 guys sa harap ng house namin. mga gagong un, nag-vandal ba naman sa harap ng bahay namin. so dali-dali kaming tumakbo sa likod to tell my uncle na kagawad sa amin.. dali-dali naming hinanap ung mga stupid guys tapos ayun nabaranggay sila. kakatuwa, just this lunch my sister texted me na may namimintura daw sa tapat ng bahay namin with their moms. haha bohbo moves kasi. gagawa ng kalokohan papahuli pa!! :D:D

ikaw ang TL ko. ikaw lang. sorry at nasilaw ako sa ibang bagay. please give me a chance blogger. ayoko na kay tumblr. hindi nya ako sineseryoso. haha LMAO!

i'm gonna be blogging ulit dito--sa blogger. i love na personalan ang relasyon namin. hehe

later guys.

--me

i'm moving my blog...
here's the link http://redjsabog.tumblr.com
i think that tumblr is better than blogger.haha
see for yourselves! gotta go. byie.

i've been attending church now. i am proud to say that it has positively affected my way of thinking. hndi na ako nagtatanim ng sama ng loob. if may bad feeling ako, agad ko na itong kinakalimutan. hndi ko na kinikimkim kasi ako lang ang affected. hndi narin ako nagbibisyo (kahit ano pa un) :D i feel blessed kasi i've never felt this "lightness" in ages. parang nabubuhay lang ako sa kalungkutan ko noon.

i am also learning to appreciate what i have now. i don't ask for more than what is given. mahirap pero i am learning to be grateful sa kung anung natatamasa ko now. life is changing, what we have now may be gone tomorrow kaya i am seizing the moment. :) hindi nadin ako pessimistic, i try to see the positive in things. dati puro reklamo lang ako. well, there will come a time na magsasawa din tayo sa sarili natin that will lead us to change.

basta i'm happier now. :) sana kayo din, mahanap nyo yung happiness nyo :)) God bless y'all :D