Monday, October 20

From the Inside Out

A thousand times I've failed 
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again 
Still I'm caught in your grace  
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades 
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control 
Consume me from the inside out 
Lord Let justice and praise become my embrace 
To love You from the inside out 
Your will above all else, my purpose remains 
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise  
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades 
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame In my heart, in my soul, 
Lord I give you control 
Consume me from the inside out Lord 
Let justice and praise become my embrace 
To love You from the inside out  
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades 
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame 
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out 
From the Inside Out - Hillsong United
i am soul-setting for greater things and bigger temptations ahead of me.  
it is always good to be prepared. 
from now on, this will be my song. 
whenever i'm feeling down and sad, 
i will hold on to this song coz 
EVERLASTING,YOUR LIGHT WILL SHINE WHEN ALL ELSE FADES...
NEVER ENDING YOUR GLORY GOES BEYOND ALL FAME...

Thursday, October 16

mood swings

i feel sad. i dunno why. my mood swing is bothering my normal life now.
i watched and HBO original series awhile ago called BIG LOVE. it's about a man who practices polygamy. he put his three wives in one compound. they share everything. the first wife is the one in charge of distributing the money equally to the other 2. they have their schedules on where would Mr. Big Love would sleep. this situation is very hard to understand yet they manage to grow together as one family. i also forgot to mention that they have 7 kids in totality. whew! a very big family. they have 3 houses, 4 cars and a backyard with a pool.
after watching 5 episodes, i realized that we don't need to have something to be happy. e.g. a car, big house, hi-tech gadgets, expensive vacations, etc. we should be counting what we already have and share it to others. and that is where real happiness come in. when we are able to see beyond the imperfections, the deficits and the losses.
very seldom that i realize things like these that why i blogged about it. this may serve as a reminder that life is not about treasures and wealth. it is about the love that you share unconditionally to others.
love doesn't cost a thing, give it to everyone...

Wednesday, October 15

SWEPT AWAY...awwwwwwwww!

I never had anything happen so fast
Took one look and I
shattered like glass
I guess I let it show
Cause your smile
told me you knew
That you're everything I ever wanted at once
There's no holding this heart When it knows what it wants
And I never wanted anything
more than to know you
I was swept away
No one in the world but you and I
Gotta find a way To make you
feel the way that I do
I was swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
And so it begins
This journey of love
The summer wind carries us to places all our own
The words of a look
The language of touch
The way that you want me means so much
And I never wanted anything more Than to love you
I am swept away
No one in the world but you and I
Gotta find a way To
make you feel the way that I do
I am swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
Away, seeing my tomorrow's in your eyes
I was swept away
Oo, I hope I wake up soon
Oo, I'm a victim of that crazy moon
The very first time you said my name
I knew it would never sound the same
Something about me has changed forever
Can't you see I am swept away
No one in the world but you and I
Gotta find a way To make you feel the way that I do
I am swept away Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
Away, seeing my tomorrow's in your eyes
Gotta find a way To make you feel the
way that I do
I was swept away
Without a warning Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
We were swept away
Dreaming of you
Swept away

Saturday, October 11

tommy

tommy is my 1st dog. we bought him last october 6, 2006. a very cute and happy dog. he never fails to bring a smile on my face. he knows only a couple of tricks but that's fine with me. i'm just so glad that he came into my life. we used to sleep together, kahit na ayaw nyang may katabi. we played fetch, wrestled on the bed and walked most of the time. that was before when i don't have much to do. nowadays, our only bonding is during mornings and during the night when i am home. i just give him a pat on the back or a gentle massage. naisip ko lang, siguro kung makakapagsalita lang ang mga pets natin, baka matagal nakong iniwan ni tommy dahil wala nakong panahon sakanya. haaaay, i miss tommy, the happy times that we had... but that's life and he's only a dog..lol i gotta go now, if my two other dogs oreo and spitz could read, baka sinuka na nila ako sa selos.. :D
this was taken this morning.. hehe ang lakas ng tama nya noh..adiiiiik! :p
"what is a friend? a single soul dwelling in two bodies." -aristotle

Tuesday, October 7

one sunday


last sunday was a very tiring day for me. for the nth time, i went to SM. andaming tao sohobra!! lol i am proud to say na i have completed my attendance during SM's 3-day sale. haha do i get a plus 2 direct to the card for that??hahaha
i asked my siblings lauwet and bibap if they want to come with me. i don't know why pero if i am gonna do something enjoyable, i want my siblings to be there with me. maybe because, i moved out too early, i was 19 then, un bang i didn't see them grow or something.. (i have got to stop this, i'm talking like a mother na) anyway, when we reached the mall, i saw my bestfriend.. mas masaya na tuloy..i was gonna buy myslelf a pair of trousers, kaso lang i forgot na walang bank pag linggo so ayun, walang extra money. pero during the first two days, nakabili na ako ng 2 pants kaya ayus na rin. my brother bibap bought himslelf a pair of school shoes. i was tired just looking at him find his size. grabe! size 12 siya so we really had a hard time looking. finally, nakahanap na cia ung mga tipong pang Dance instructor ang dating...heheeh joke...
we headed for the hypermarket afterwards to eat. we had a double beef, no cheese, no onion shawarma with extra sauce and extra chili. after eating we decided to call it a night, we have work the next day pa and may pasok pa sina bibap.



Saturday, October 4

blah blah blah thoughts na wala lang....

it's been a month since i've blogged. i was busy and i don't have anything to write about, that's what i want to believe. a lot has happened to me in a month's time. i enjoyed my month though i worked my ass off. i travelled, learned new things, got broken, met new acquaintances, got fixed (lol), appreciated house music, played billiards again, been awake for 48 hours with my siblings, nakabundol pa pala ako ng tao! etc.... andaming nangyari, i can't enumerate them all. these memories will be with me forever. ang saya, sometimes i think na simple things in life matters more than wealth or popularity. september was a month na full of new things and experiences for me. i am hoping that october would be better if not the same. :D
i took this pic inside ONA while chinecheck nila ung nabundol ko. it's a reminder for me. napapasmile lang ako everytime i see it.
P.S.:sa buong month ng setyembre yan lang ang pic ko. i guess i forgot about blogging...