mood swings

i feel sad. i dunno why. my mood swing is bothering my normal life now.

i watched and HBO original series awhile ago called BIG LOVE. it's about a man who practices polygamy. he put his three wives in one compound. they share everything. the first wife is the one in charge of distributing the money equally to the other 2. they have their schedules on where would Mr. Big Love would sleep. this situation is very hard to understand yet they manage to grow together as one family. i also forgot to mention that they have 7 kids in totality. whew! a very big family. they have 3 houses, 4 cars and a backyard with a pool.

after watching 5 episodes, i realized that we don't need to have something to be happy. e.g. a car, big house, hi-tech gadgets, expensive vacations, etc. we should be counting what we already have and share it to others. and that is where real happiness come in. when we are able to see beyond the imperfections, the deficits and the losses.

very seldom that i realize things like these that why i blogged about it. this may serve as a reminder that life is not about treasures and wealth. it is about the love that you share unconditionally to others.

love doesn't cost a thing, give it to everyone...