confessions

~okay, first off i would like to congratulate myself and my sluggish efforts for making my blog survive. this is my 5oth entry. clap, clap, clap. thank you. (bow) LOL.

~i have been meaning to write about this topic since last week. i just can't find the time or rather, time can't find me because i have been busy playing poker and ikariam while designing.

i admit now, even though it breaks my heart to do

so, that i am addicted to "S".

i didn't say conclude what "S" means you pervs! hahaaa :))

"S" stands for "SALE". gotcha! didn't i?

yes, the sale, the midnight madness, the baratillos, the bazaars, the ukay-ukays.

it seems that i am magnetized by them. i don't know why but most of the time, i spend my money on things that i don't really need. i used to be th

rifty. that was way back when i was still a kid. well, it's true what they say,"with greater power(money, for me) comes great responsibility. i am trying to learn on how to be frugal and not spend so much when i should be saving for my schooling. this is the first step to "recovery", admitting your mistakes.

oh, and by the way high way, when i go shopping with my sister, she always has an excuse for me to stop. she always and i mean ALWAYS needs to go to the RR to poop. haha what an excuse!! you better come up with a good reason now cuz i know your modus-operandi, star! haha just joking.. XD

part of me

a part of me is drifting away.

in these times of crisis i am glad that i have my family with me. they may not be with me 24/7 but hey, atleast they i say that they will never leave me. i also do not have to eat my words because i know and i am confident that unconditionally, they love me.

i feel left out and withdrawn from the world that i once lived in.

gosh.

i am so emo right now.

sometimes i wanna cry-let it all out.

throw my worries at the wind and let it vanish

polish my hopes and dreams that are tarnished.

oh yes, i am broken

busted

shattered

and cracked.

and there's nothing i can do about it.

so just

pleaseeeeeeee? thanks!

i am melting

this song just makes my heart melt. awwwwww. i feel love. its sweetness and tenderness. how i wish love is as soothing as this song. no heartbreaks, no divorces, no fights and arguments. i wish that it is just like a dream where everything is perfect and peaceful and gentle. but i guess, that can never be. so i'm just gonna have to dream on! :-[

Dream of Me - Kirsten Dunst

P.S.: whoever thought that she could sing this well. sorry i didn't know but she did great. really. 2 thumbs up. :D

most girls by pink

i found my old collection of cd's and i used to listen to this when i was younger. mga high school level, 2nd year ata ako nun. as in this was my jam talaga. siguro kaya nagmanifest na sakin ung meaning ng song.. hindi cia gaanong sikat okaya seryoso. basta ung thought nya ung gusto ko, mejo rnb na upbeat cia. sa sobrang idol ko nga kay pink i imitated her hair nun. :) weird.haha i'm not like most girls nga. hahaa :p

eto pic o...

taken when during our JS prom. yan ang pinapagaya kong hair style kaso lang it should go with the event db.. kaya hndi ganun kagulo.. :D

even ung pink hair ginaya ko rin. kaso lang walang pic. promise hahanap ako.. :P

MOST GIRLS

I never cared too much for love
It was all a bunch of mush that I just did not want
Paid was the issue of the day
If a girlfriend's got some game
Couldn't be more fly, gettin paid was everything
But I'm not every girl and I don't need that world to validate me
Cuz shorty's got a job, shorty's got a car, shorty can pay her own rent
Don't wanna dance if it is not in my heart

MOST GIRLS want a man with the bling bling
Got my own thing, got the ching ching
I just want real love
MOST GIRLS want a man with the mean green
Don't wanna dance if he can't be everything that I dream of
A man that understands real love

I was a girl about the floss
It was all about the cost, how much he spent on me
Seek, for a man who's got the means
To be givin you diamond rings
It's what every fly girl could want or even dream
But I'm not every girl and I don't need no G to take care of me
Cuz shorty's got a job, shorty's got a car, shorty can pay her own rent
Don't wanna dance if it is not in my heart, no no

But I'm not every girl
And I don't need no G to take care of me, no
Cuz shorty's got a job, shorty's got a car, shorty can pay her own rent
Don't wanna dance if it is not in my heart, oh most girls

Cuz I'm not most girls, don't wanna dance if he can't be everything
I, I just want real love, said I gotta have real love
Everything that, can you be everything that I dream of

pink- most girls

this just in

remember the ginger bread doll contest? the event was all over the local papers and it was televised via ABS-CBN's local channel 42. unfortunately, i wasn't able to watch it. thanks to my uncle and cousin's effort for putting it up on the web.

here it is... enjoy!

music appreciation

i would like to thank Bo for sharing with me her music interests.

i recently found out that we have the same taste.

thanks to you dude and more power!

she recently recommended

this band.

SUPERCHIC[K]

thx much XOXO

i was just blogging about it and eto na... meron nako nung slip-ons na gusto ko... tnx much my ever dearest boss/bestfriend/roommate/pet janys for the donation...hehehe i soooooo luuuuuuuurv it! tnx ulit!! XOXO wag kanang humingi ng kpalit ha.. hehehe

my 2009 wishlist :p

1. yung slip-ons na vans or airwalk. ang cute kasi eh. kahit na fake ayus na sakin.. weee!

2. i want a camera. a dslr of course. pero kung may chance na kahit digicam lang, ok na ok na sakin.

3. i want a chuck taylor converse shoes. yung kulay purple syempre. low cut din :D

4. a 3G cellphone. para naman magamit ko na yung red mobile kong sim. hehe. kasi pwede din akong mag sun cell kaso lang wala parating signal.

5. to go back to school. para naman hindi ako nasstuck up parati. hehe

6. new flatscreen monitor. cge na plsssssss. lol ung wide noh.. heheeh

7. have a loooong vacay at a nice place.. :D pwede na sa aruba.. :p

8. get our unfinished house done ASAP. wala akong pic sayang hehe

9. get closer with my family and cousins.

10. be the best that i can be and maximize my potentials. be a superstar, a super human,

a superwoman!! haha :p

PS: photos are from all over the web. none of those are mine except dun sa wishlist # 9.

ginger bread doll

we were asked to join the dress up a ginger bread doll contest for a cause and of course hindi kami tumanggi. i thought na this could be an activity na magkakasama sama kaming magkakapatid since most of my siblings are studying in manila. i was bothered kung anu ba talagang gagawin sa doll. i was thinking of dressing it up literally. ung susukatin ang kamay, braso, chest, etc tapos pagtatahi ng damit. kaso i asked for my siblings' opinions din atsaka kung anu din ang masasabi ni mama. my mom gave us an idea, she said na we should pin sequins daw and beads sa doll. at first i didn't get the idea. tumatango lang ako. hehe

i was excited kasi nga may idea na, there was one problem though. a very very big problem. nginatngat ng pusa or kinalmot ng pusa ung doll! wakwak yung ulo atsaka yung likod. swerte parin kasi one side lang ang sira. we could still use the other side in case. nalungkot akong sobra kaso wala nakong magagawa. nag-isip akong maige on what to do with it and it struck me, i have a friend pala who makes life size cartoon characters atsaka iba pang party paraphernalia's. so i asked her if she could help me fix it. talagang kinulit ko siya. ayun, she helped us. nung una wala kaming maisip kung papano siya irerepair tapos naisip ko bigla na gamitan ng sponge yung tipong panghugas ng plato. so inayos namin yung uneven edges nung wakwak na likod ni ginger, sinakto namin na kakasya yung sponge and voila! ok na, hindi na halata na muntikan na siyang mamatay.

sira-sirang ginger bread

while making the design for the doll, maraming tao ang nakisawsaw at nakisali. yung mga pinsan ko at mga tita ko. ok naman kasi we really need a lot of hands kasi matrabaho ang konepstong naisip ni mama. ipipin namin isa isa yung mga sequins and beads sa katawan ni ginger.

tita josie, tito jhay, kuya rain and mama

eto na nga ang finished product. maganda cia, pero mejo nerbyosado parin kami knowing na wala kaming ka-alam alam sa ganyan. saka first time namin. basta we did our best yun na yun. the lights during the ceremony complimented the beads and sequins. lalong nagmukhang buhay ang kulay. mejo kumkinang pa nga e. hindi tulad ng sa iba na dull ang kulay. maxado kasing maitim si ginger kaya talagang pinag-aralan namin ang kulay na gagamitin sakanya. we used bond paper pala as a pattern din, we found out na it will lighten ung mga kulay ng sequins.

akala ko hindi kami mananalo. wala akong idea na we'll get the 1st place award dito. masaya naman kaso lang mas masaya kung cash ang premyo! hahaha.. GC's ung mga nakuha namin kaya ganun din babalik din sa SM yung premyo. anyway, this event helped us to be closer again. bihira nalang kasi kaming makumpleto eh. thank you gingerbread! HEHEHE

pat, jem-jem, kakay and papa

kinalolokohan ko now

ang sarap! solido! whoooo.. i really like the taste of Nong Shim Ramyun. tig Php33.00 sa may Korean Grocery sa my friendship. Ang anghang sobra. Nakakabingi sa sobrang anghang. Grabe! I bought some for my parents a couple of days ago. E napuyat ako so i didn't get the chance to explain kina mama kung anu bang dapat gawin sa noodles. ayun niluto lang nya, dapat kasi lalagyan ng itlog muna to lessen the spicy flavor kaso nga hindi nya nalagyan kaya while eating umiiyak siya. masarap naman daw! kagabi nga bumili siya. even my tita pala liked the taste kaya humingi siya ng balot para alam nya ang bibilin nya. gosh! you've gotta try it! whooooooo... saraaaaap!! :))

eto ang balot... try nyo promise d kayo magsisisi :p

my christmas

i am always excited about christmas. maybe because it is the season where everybody is happy. i really save up for the yuletide season. i started buying gifts during the first week of december. seeing the smile on my family's face really makes me happy.

~some of the gifts i gave~

we spent the christmas at my lola's house. we didn't plan to stay there for the night, but then when we start to sit and chat, we realized that the night

is so short for our stories. my uncle gave us money so that we could buy some drinks. we bought bailey's and bacardi and spent the rest of the night drinking and sharing stories.

~1st shot~

~me~

~anya evans, me, anya rain, lauwet & yna~

~so yummyyyy!~

we ended the night in the morning..hahaa :D