i found this hidden inside my wallet last night. grabe, this note is 5 years old na. i can still remember when janys penned this note, we were having coffee a day before my debut. hmm, old times. :)

i had a great time yesterday. we went to mom's parlor and had our lashes curled. originally, the plan was just to accompany janys there. but then, i decided to make the moment more meaningful. lol i asked my sisters if they want to help me and they willingly agreed :) after preparing, we headed to the shop. it was so much fun. even my brothers joined us. it's like we had a mini reunion there, a father's celebration without my dad. lol anyway, i really had a great time. i just wish that we could do this more often. we (my siblings) won't be seeing each other that much.. :( so, ayun ang saya-saya. more wonderful moments to come :)

heavy rains woke me up this morning. i felt that i was in some kind of a calamity. i can't get out of the house because there's water everywhere. inside the house, the road upfront and drippings from the roof. wooowooowoooow! such a calamity, a catastrophe, a disaster! i can't bear with this anymore. (as if there's something i can do about it) i think i'll be ranting about this forever-the traffic, clogged pipes, defective drainages. hayyy the list will go on and on and on and on.
anyway, to make this happening more satisfying (tama ba un?) i took pics of the stupid flood. hahaha enjoy!!

COOL WITH YOU

Late last night
I was goin through some old things
When i Saw a picture of you and my best friend
It reminded me of day when you were mine
You had a way that always let me hear with a smile
I want those sweet days back agian
Cause baby

Its sunny day
But you're not around
That dog gone rain might as well be pouring down
Its such a shame
Cause your heart on the ground
Just wanna be cool with you again

Sometimes I sit By the fire and reminisce
About the time we spent infront of it
And that old flame will never be the same
Until you come back and rekindle it
I just wanna share my heart with you again
Cause babe

I fall asleep at night
And often see you here
In my dreams
Holding me
But then I wake up and I realize that you're
Not here with me
It hurts so much
I gotta have you back babe



source: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/jenniferlovehewitt/coolwithyou.html

lahat ng problema may solusyon-this is what i always remind myself pagka dumadating yung time na dko na kaya.
true, nabawasan na ang probs ko. lahat naman kasi ng bagay napag uusapan. dpat pagka nag uusap, walang initan ng ulo. calm dapat lahat kasi mag eend up lang sa pag-aaway. ang daling sabihin peo pagka nasa sitwayson kana ng heated arguments ang hirap... salamat nalang at evrything's ok now.

i am trying my best na gawin lahat ng kaya ko. i am hoping that you are seeing my efforts. :D

i don't really get why some people drag you down when something big is gonna happen to you. anu un inggit sila? o sadyang pangit lang ang ugali nila pagka miserable sila gusto nila miserable ka din. i'm tired of your shit. hindi ko na kaya yung ganyan mong pag-uugali. minsan nabubuhay ka sa loob ng kahon. hndi mo binubuksan ang buhay mo sa mga bagay-bagay. kaya tuloy nagiging makitid ang pag-iisp mo. gusto mo lang pakinggan ung sarili mo. why would i explain if you have your own conclusion before i even say my side? i'm fed up with our fights. sobrang simple things lang pinapalaki mo pa. oh well,what else can i do, db? cge na, panalo kana. i'm giving up. happy now?

i'm also waiting for your violent reaction...



"if you want peace, prepare for war." -Vegetius

it's been a long time since i've blogged, i have been pre-occupied with things that are important to me (at the moment).
i will be going back to school. i enrolled 9 units this semester and i am hoping to finish something soon. :))

i am also living back home. it's been almost a month actually. at first, i had a hard time adjusting cuz i've been living on my own for quite sometime. but, i think moving back home made me think and straighten out my goals in life. i now know what to do. also, i missed my family's company. i feel loved and needed plus our relationship with each other is stronger now. my parents don't treat me like a child. they talk to me with respect just like any adult. in return, i also do the same.

since i've been staying at home, my expenditures has ballooned. :( i don't have any savings now. well, i just have to live by the saying, "be contented."

i can't believe i am blogging about this. i had an indecent proposal. haha, whenever i think about it i can't help but laugh. i won't divulge the details here because it is quite disturbing. but if you wanna know, just ask me. :D

ay before i forget, i lost weight pala.. :)) yi.. i am soooo excited to see myself shedding those extra pounds away. :D

i'll be blogging more soon, if i have time. Gosh, i miss documenting my everyday life..