now i feel tired. it was the first time in many years that i felt this effin tired. i spent the whole week out. here are some dits.

monday-celine, lauren and i went to terasa acoustic bar. we had yogurt and a couple of beers. as all of you know, my lil sis is turning lesbo. ahahahaha she really likes "toning" that's why we follow the band around.

tuesday-lauren, big bro rain and i watched angels & demons.

wednesday-we went to fontana. we rented two villas and spent the night with mom's employees. it was a very relaxing night.:)

thursday-lau, big bro and i had steak! we were starving to death and we don't wanna eat what's for dinner so we snuck out and ate at bondoc's. hehehee

friday-we were at terasa's again. i was with lauren, celine, liana, rj, josh, rocl and jaime. we stayed there till 2:30 am. well, if you will ask me i wanna go home after watching the band. but then, my friends especially lauren and rocl wanna drop by sax. so we headed there, i didn't go inside cuz i wasn't presentable at the moment.lol finally, we reached home at around 4 AM.

saturday-I WAS AT HOME ALL EVENING! i didn't wanna go out cuz i was sooooooo tired. and also, i overspent...tssssk.. :[

sunday-STILL AT HOME. i slept the whole afternoon then watched dvd during the evening.

whattta weeeek...:DD

my brother's been hitched!

i wasn't able to sleep early last night. oh, i mean i slept early in a way. i got home at around 4 in the am. i was with celine the whole night sharing funny stories and catching up on each others' lives. we always see each other, in fact, there was never a time that we didn't communicate with each other yet we feel that there's so much more to say.
enough with the side story, so i was still sleepy when my bro woke me up and asked me if i could rush him to the hospital. his face was swelling because he took flanax to get rid of his aching foot. the aching was gone but his face swelled up. he didn't realize that flanax contained aspirin which caused the allergic reaction.
so stupid as i always was, i took a bath first and attended to my other necessities. i even remember saying, "magpictorial ka na muna jan! parang noodles lang ako, 5 mins tapos nako maligo..." good thing he was obedient as a puppy because if not, i cannot fully document this incident.. :D after taking a bath, i rushed him off to the hospital and had him treated. the nurses were very accomodating. after a few minutes and a couple of injections, we were sent home. :D





ps:pics were taken by him during his "pictorial"... LOL :D

i thought...

i was kinda hoping that 2009 would be a romantic year for me, pero hindi pala. ako mismo ayaw ko na muna, if ever man. i don't think and feel that i could squeeze in pa sa busy sked ko ang pakikipagrelasyon. btw, i'm going back to school. for real na this time. there's no turning back. :)) kung saka-sakali makokontento na muna ako sa pabrowse browse muna ng mga guys. lol. may time din para sa lahat. :D:D
meanwhile, aayusin ko na muna ang buhay ko. i'll be a better person while waiting for the right guy...awww! *wink*

these past few weeks, i have been soul searching. thinking my life through. weighing things and assessing what i must keep and throw. i now understand that in life, we cannot hold on forever. at some point, things get out of hand, friendships fail and relationships DO break up.
we cannot fully depend and entrust our lives to other people. even if we had a covenant, a bond or even marriage. believing in each others' forever is crap. i am not being pessimistic here, but this is life and it sucks the hell out of us.
now i've figured out what to do with my life. keep those who are worth keeping for and throw away the extra baggages that only burdens us. from now on, i'll just do my task and enjoy my life to the fullest. i won't ever let anybody steal my happiness away. i will never allow anyone to take what i have worked hard for. this is my life and nobody has a right to destroy it.


~every man for himself~

I walked across, an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth, beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when, you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.

I came across, a fallen elm tree,
I felt the branches; are they looking at me?
Is this the place, we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when, you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know.

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So, tell me when you gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything.
So why don't we go, so why don't we go.

Hmmm yeahh.

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go, somewhere only we know,
Somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know.