these past few weeks, i have been soul searching. thinking my life through. weighing things and assessing what i must keep and throw. i now understand that in life, we cannot hold on forever. at some point, things get out of hand, friendships fail and relationships DO break up.
we cannot fully depend and entrust our lives to other people. even if we had a covenant, a bond or even marriage. believing in each others' forever is crap. i am not being pessimistic here, but this is life and it sucks the hell out of us.
now i've figured out what to do with my life. keep those who are worth keeping for and throw away the extra baggages that only burdens us. from now on, i'll just do my task and enjoy my life to the fullest. i won't ever let anybody steal my happiness away. i will never allow anyone to take what i have worked hard for. this is my life and nobody has a right to destroy it.
~every man for himself~
aba, anu yan... bitter bitteran? hahahaah...
ReplyDelete- janys
nope. am not bitter. hndi nalang ako makaka-asa sa kahit na sino sa panahon ngayon. alam mo naman...
ReplyDeleteanu nga ba ang alam ko redj? hihihi... ikaw lang ang nakakaalam ku nu ba tlga... and kaw lang din makakatulong sa sarili mo...
ReplyDeleteako naman lahat eh.... kaya nga, ako naman makakasolusyon sa lahat ng probs ko. that's why from the start sinasabi ko na every man for himself.... dna uso ang aasa ka dahil sooner or later you'll end up hurt. :[
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