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<<<---this tab has been opened for i think two hours now. i can't think of anything to write about. c'mon brain, think. wag mo naman akong ipahiya... ... .... ..... my weekend was kind of fun, nakakalungkot, i don't know how to explain it well. i was feeling sick kasi last sat. i had slight fever and i was frequently chilling. but anyway, my untimely illness didn't get in the way of me having fun.
our "shotting spree" last sat was never planned. in fact, hindi pa kami pwede mag happy-happy because we just lost someone close to us recently. so when we finally decided to drink, mejo hinay-hinay lang ang pagsasaya, we didn't even play songs that were too loud or super-todo-house-music.
i enjoyed the night away. i puffed some cigar in between shots. after i think 5 years, this was the time that i inhaled that deadly smoke in my lungs. the night was sooo much fun. my weak feeling was gone and i started to feel tipsy. i am feeling numb. sometimes i miss that feeling-when you begin to feel careless about the world and the people around you. i started to realize that i am just human. i've got no super powers and extra abilities. i get tired, i feel sleepy, get hungry. it is a very good idea that atleast twice a month me and my PS cousins meet. it would be a very good outlet for me. i can say whatever to them without fearing that i'll be judged, i will be accepted no matter what, there would be no barrier separating our differences-i can be CARELESS with them(in a good way though)
some pics of our recent-unplanned-drinking-party....
biggest bro: alam nyo, shhhhh, wala munang maingay... may sasabihin ako. alam nyo, wish ko lang na sana ganito parin tayo. nung nawala si Angkong diba sunod sunod mga meetings natin. Sana hindi mawala ang shamahan natin... shhhh*t. (lashing nako guys ^^)

us: oo, we agree/cge next week sagot ko na limang gsm/d pwede midterms/next next week nalang/basta minimum of once a month/etc/ang lamok dito/hilo nako/

biggest bro: tatandaan nyoooo, blood ish thicker than water....

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PS=shorcut for paksyit. a term of endearment that we magpipinsans use.
shotting spree=sounds like shopping spree, nice to the ears, hehe :D
shorcut=shortcut for shortcut..lolz..im just messing with u guys..

"mas makapal and dugo sa tubig"

-r